Letters From London - Kurtbastian - Rated T

"Don't worry about it, I'm perfectly fine." Kurt smiled softly at him

Sebastian was still unsettled as he nodded and leaned back, looking at the boy. "Let's get you washed up and to bed..." He whispered.

"Okay." Kurt agreed and slowly got up

Sebastian grabbed his beer bottle and threw it in a trash can before walking back through the hotel quietly, not sure why he was still trying to make excuses for why he was sticking around.

Kurt held tight to Sebastian's hand and led him up to his hotel room

Sebastian ran out of excuses by the time they made it to Kurt's door. He knew he wasn't turning around, he knew he was going to do whatever Kurt wanted.

Kurt ushered him inside. "There's enough room in my bed for two."

"I know. I paid for it." He said honestly.

"Oh...." He blushed

Sebastian sighed. "I should go, Kurt." He murmured, eyes darting down the male's body.

"Please don't..." Kurt's grip on his hand tightened

"You make leaving so impossible, Kurt..." He murmured, looking at their hands.

"That's the point."

"Make me stay." He said and slid closer slowly.

Kurt kissed him

Sebastian growled against his lips, pulling Kurt closer and gripped his wrists tightly.

Kurt whined softly into Sebastian's moth at the tight grip on his wrists. The feeling sent a shiver through him and he couldn't tell if he liked it or hated it.

Sebastian pushed Kurt back slowly until he hit the bed. "Kurt..." He breathed against his lips. "Fuck..."

Kurt fell backwards, pulling Sebastian with him. "Please...." He mumbled

"I don't have a condom..." He whispered softly.

"I don't care..."

Sebastian let out a startled gasp and pulled away slightly. "Kurt... That's..." He bit his lip trying to figure out how to annunciate the situation. "Kurt I haven't been tested this month."

"Oh..." Kurt said softly. He was hit with the painful though of Sebastian had been having sex. With other people. While in love with Kurt.

Sebastian sighed and moved to sit beside Kurt... "I'm sorry. I really should go. Enjoy your flight tomorrow." He whispered and kissed him softly.

Kurt kissed back instantly and wrapped his arms around Sebastian's neck. "Please don't go."

"Kurt..." Sebastian breathed hesitantly. "Please don't do this..."

"No.... Please don't you do this."

"My goal is to make you stop loving me and it's not going to happen if I stay." He whispered. "How much of an asshole do I have to be to make you hate me, Kurt?" He whispered softly.

"I'm not going to hate you. I could never hate you."

Sebastian groaned and detached himself from Kurt, pulling the covers up and over Kurt. "I'm sure I'll find a way." He mumbled. "Go to bed."

Kurt sighed. "Please, Seb.... Don't go. I can tell ou don't want to, and I don't want to... Please..."